From One K, To Another.

what if things were different
what if we never met
what if you got on a plane and just never came back

what if I never told you
just how much you mean to me
what if you just left and then

what if I never kissed you
would you still be my friend
what if I didn't say a word and that
would be the end

what if I never told you
just how much you mean to me
before you leave again

what would I do
if I had you

I'd keep you warm in my arms
I'd keep you safe in my heart
I'd never let you down
I'd keep you safe and sound

that's what I'd do
if I had you

what if I never told you
that red really suits you
what if we never met and strawberries would just be a fruit

what if I never told you
just how much you mean to me
before you leave again

what would I do
if I had you

I'd hold you tight I'd tuck you to sleep
I'll make you smile I'll never make you weep
I'd look into your eyes and tell you
you're beautiful

that's what I'd do
if I had you

what if things were different
what if I told you this
would you look me in the eyes and tell me
you love me?
 This song is not for you 
It's for everything I wish to be
Behind closed doors is where I stand
The cold wind blows
One more chance

And you are sorry for it all
And I care nothing is my fault
You're leaving as I said
Nothing to you
As I said
Nothing to you

Of all the things to say, my love, won't you listen to me
When I say
It takes one more chance to survive
And to say that it'd be easy
That's a lie

When you are sorry for it all
And I care nothing is my fault
You're leaving as I said
Nothing to you
As I said
Nothing to you

They've told me, mother, who I am
I am
So hold me and promise that I can
So hold me forever, never change
Never change
So hold me and never

It takes one more chance to survive
Now to say that that'd be easy
That's fine

When you are sorry for it all
And I care nothing is my fault
You're leaving as I said
Nothing to you
As I said
Nothing to you

So here I am again, faced with the same situation.
It's bloody pissing off. You would think that something happens once, twice, three times and things would change; but no, it doesn't.

... And so I'm faced with a situation where there's nothing I can do. Absolutely nothing. That is why I'm here. Because letting it out, even if it's to nobody, still helps.

For a while.